you are not studying to pass the exam... you're studying for the day when you are the only thing between the patient and the grave.
10 years...thinking what am I gonna be. Looking back from now, I was a small little girl, who wanted to be an engineer, but as time passes, I once watched a K-drama entitled "Romantic Doctor" and as a child, of course, I'm "uto-uto", thinking that they're real doctors, and they were the reason why I want to be a doctor. Watching them save lives, not thinking twice to help others, and giving care to others, it's just amazing. And from that moment on, I realized, I want to be a Doctor, and my love for medicine starts from that moment (that is why I have many illnesses. eme). But I'm still thinking, am I gonna be a successful and good doctor? Can I do it? Do I have the courage to achieve it? Knowing that I'm scared of blood, for now, I don't think I can do it, I don't think I can manage it. But I know as time passes, I will be able to overcome my fear.
10 years from now. I can see myself, inside the hospital, doing my job as a doctor, saving someone's life, helping others to heal their diseases, and of course, patiently dealing with rude patients. One thing I also want to fulfill after being a successful doctor is to help myself, I have plenty of illnesses and I didn't know what to put first without making the other one worse. It's just like I'm choosing to live a healthy life but it just got worse and worse and I don't know what should I do anymore, so 10 years from now, I can be able to help heal myself while also healing others.
Being a doctor is hard, knowing that someday, someone's life will be in your hands. But, Everything is a choice, and I know I will always be choosing to save lives, I will either find a way, or I will make one.
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