Mother's Sacrifice

Mothers are the one who gives birth to us, taking care of us, supporting us and giving us unconditional love. Without them, there's no light in our life, without their guide we can't be in the correct path. But not everyone do their part as a mother–not every children receive the motherly love from their own mother. 

After 9 years of sacrificing, the day has finally come, after 9 years we finally celebrated mother's day, with my mother here. I don't really know if I'm happy or not, but one thing I know, I'm thankful, I'm thankful cause she chooses to come back and rest for a while, I'm glad she thought of resting after years of restraining herself, her energy every single day on the other country. Although we don't get along well, even though she can't see my hard works and efforts, even though she's always telling me that i do nothing if i come home tired from school because studying is nothing to her cause the way she managed to study back then was harder than mine and she only care about the results, not my efforts, and after all of that I still appreciate all her hard works and efforts for us, I love her, although she treated me differently to my siblings. 

We celebrated Mother's Day with some of my tita's from mother side and my two grandmothers from both sides. It was fun, I felt like celebrating mother's day with them cause they treat me like their own child more than my mother do. I'm always thankful I have them, I somehow feel the love of a mother. My tita calling me "bunso ko" "anak ko" and sometimes their compliments makes me cry, i love the sound of them calling me like that. It feels so nice, and that tita plans on adopting me, since mama suggested it to her. I couldn't be happier but I can't also leave my siblings and family here.