Chapter III: Still Going

Third quarter is over, I am heading to the last chapter of my junior high school life. It was getting harder and harder than what I expected. Actually, I never expect it to be that hard when it's fourth quarter already, but with this kind of physical situation, I don't think it would be easy for me to cope-up with my studies. But throughout this journey, I learned a lot from our first period in science and last period which is ict. 

In this quarter, I have been through my ups and downs, I have been struggling and suffering, but I also have been happy and contented on the outcome of my performances. I had been stress eating, I eat so much while reviewing. I found new talent, and is going to my old athletic self again. And in this quarter, I have loss someone in my life and I have gained someone who is true, I never regret losing that person though, but it was really a tough choice, the guilt is still here although I'm not the one who's in wrong, I just did it for me, for us anyways. But still I am thankful he was once a good friend to me, for the meantime, I felt her love and care towards me.  I am really a soft person that is why it's hard for me to let go of our friendship, but considering what had happened, it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth giving a chance anymore. 

But after all of this, I still can't escape my real battle, that is my physical health issues. I feel so sorry for myself, especially this quarter, I have stressed and worked myself to the point where I can't anymore. I feel sorry for tiring myself this much but what can i do? I am an student, and I need to do my responsibilities as a student, but sometimes, real hard situations aren't understood, they care more about grades, but what about our mental health and emotional health. We're being fragile and fragile to what things are happening, and we cant't afford another mental breakdown.