Life's Journey

Expressed by the moon 

My name is Princess Alliyah Fernando. A 14 years old girl who's extremely introverted extrovert, merely an outgoing introvert or shy extrovert. Although my name is very common in our country, but I didn't really know where did my name come from and why my parents choose it to be my name. 

As I am an introverted extrovert, I can barely make (new) friends as I barely feel comfortable talking to people or I can have friends but it's so hard for me to tell or to entrust to them what's on my mind. I am always interested in music (any kind that suits my interest), aside from it's beautiful, wonderful, inspiring and touching meanings, music was also and always the best medicine to my soul. Sometimes people thinks that I am a cold-hearted person because of the pictures I posts online or the serious looks I am giving them in personal. I am really a loud, happy person when you see the inner side of me. Despites my happy personality, I have anger issues and I'm struggling to control it. I may be loud, clingy, sweet, and immature to my family. But I am a strict but fun and playful, mature, reliable, approachable and a supportive friend. 

I always feel so free being alone in such a calm and peaceful place like being alone (or with friends) in the beach, garden, or simply just being alone in our house. I am not really good at anything cause I'm such a clumsy girl, And it's really hard for me to lie especially to my parents. I am such a simple girl with many insecurities and receives a lot of hate in my childhood that really affects my personality and mental health, causing me to have anxiety and I am experiencing mental block anytime. I am not really into technology cause it's just not my thing.